Pretty relaxed

Wow today I felt wonderful things haven't bothered me one bit. Physically I feel great. The lump on my chest seems to changes sizes during the day but it seems to be getting smaller and a bit more fatty in that area. I am not as worried today as I was yesterday about the results of the PET scan that I get tomorrow. As for chemo I say bring that shit on! I am also making an appointment with Dr.Maddaus the thoracic surgeon that I had the first time and I am telling him I want my spleen out now and if there is cancer in my left lung to help me out in the process of removing the whole thing or the infected part. What do I have to lose besides my life!?! My positivity today was through the freaking roof I love it. I went to work and was freaking busy all day and learned a ton of shit. Then I skipped Casino night here at the Hope Lodge and went and played raquetball with Chris at the gym. I am becoming obsessed about playing that game. I am not really good at all although when I got on a roll it was pretty fun. Then again Chris did beat me in 3 straight sets. I plan on going to the gym in the morning and biking for a while and get the blood flowing and make it easier on finding the veins in my arm since my port is messed up still and they dont seem to care.
I also made a few text messages to my friends in California to see if they were affected by the earthquake and luckily they weren't and that is awesome. I also talked to my friend Heather the other day and we are going to hang out on Tuesday and watch The Grudge. I don't know how many of you have seen that movie. For some odd reason I get so freaked out by it.
As most of you know I no longer live in Madison. Adam a regular during the football season and a pretty nice guy is taking my place on the lease and renting my room out. My room was up for rent for 2 days. hahahaha. awesome! I have four videos posted below that are song that are played every Badger game day at the W house. They are forever embedded in my brain. Great times with great people! Ask my dad he has spent a few games rocking the porch. So that makes it obvious that the next time I will for sure be in Madison is Aug.31st for the Zips at Camp Randall. Everyone has been fore warned.
This first song only Lawler will understand

A staple of our 90's music knowledge and it is just a good drunken college party song

It is always in the playlist and for good reason

Finally this is for obvious reasons....beer is great!