Decision made

I am voting for the non old white republican fool. I mean I am going to plan my surgery for the first week of September. I want to have atleast two more chemo treatments to see if there is anymore effect on it and to possibly attack anything else that could be sitting in my body. The only problem is that I would get a treatment the week before the surgery and they want to make sure that my blood counts and immune system will be alright for the surgery and recovery more importantly. This really wasn't as easy of a choice to make as I thought it would be because I never put much thought to the effect of the chemo on my body into the equation. Besides that I never really thought that I would be able to make this choice this soon. I was honestly shocked when he said that he could do it right now. My dad can attest for that because I was pretty pumped up. When I got back I sat down and had a long thought about what I should do. Knowing my history of not having really good times with surgeries it has me worried, but on the other hand knowing that this is the only road to escape my demon what choice do I really have. I guess it is pretty obvious that my excitement has turned in a strong form of worry. That has been helped out by quite a few people asking me if I am sure that I want to do it right away. Yes, I just want to get my life back and hopefully be done with this entire thing once and for all. There is still a lot for me to process still but it is time to attack this thing.